11th May

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Yea I've posted this pix before...a year ago...
Yea I know it's a bit cliche to post about mother's day but who cares...I love my Mom and I wan't a post just for her...hehe..

Talked to my mom finally about the whole Rajeswari fleecing money off us to pay for accommodation. I thought she would be on my side of bitching...but instead she told me (in summary)... Isn't that what's expected? Your college won't pay for you, because if they did, that would be pretty unfair for those who stayed at those dahsyat places.And of course you would never have the right to choose where you wanted to stay, have you thought of all the hassle that would cause in organising? Yes she was wrong for not informing earlier on, maybe she forgot, maybe she's like what you said she is.Or maybe, just maybe, she would expect you all to understand because this happens everywhere, you always have to pay even the minimum amount of fee to anything especially if it involves accommodating you somewhere.

She's officially the first person who did not complain, bitch or said anything about paying. What did she tell me in the end? Go and claim back RM400 from your dad.


Despite my exams 'attacking' me in 3 days time, I followed Nisa for some spa treatment this morning, and I DID NOT REGRET ANY MOMENT OF IT! spent quite an amount of $$$ thou~~It was an incredibly peaceful place, with the candles and dim lighting and soothing music and aromatherapy. Tried to take a pix with my hp but the lighting wasn't right...so it came out looking like I went to the catacombs instead..

managed to steal a picture of the treatment rooms from their website...serenity eh?

And watched 'What Happens In Vegas' last night, randomly! Came out soooooo happy~!!! OK fine I'm a sucker for romantic comedies and it was a nice light hearted movie to watch! ;) And it pretty much reminds me of "Jiggy2" (you know who you are) and me!


Anyways, I had a great weekend, which didn't revolve around me bitching about Penang, people (in and out of PMC), life and everything that comes with it. I think I owe it all to being with Nisa. That girl really calms me down...THANKIE~

I realised one thing for sure, the way I think about something, is more a less influenced by the people I'm around. It just came to a stage where Penang was unbearable at one point, and everything became a constant complaint and I was being sceptical about nearly everything.

Why do I do such things without even giving it a chance? And yet I go about complaining about not being as happy as I was in Premed or 1st med.

I could be if I wanted to and it's all about the way I look at things. From Thursday til Sunday, Nisa managed to make me look at the positive side of living here, which made me absolutely calm and happy the entire weekend.

I've had major enlightenment from various people since my depression 3 weeks ago. It's tough to change, but there's no harm in trying.

and I've also realised that, to be happy, to chill, or to relax at life, sometimes you need to get out from your comfort zone and your main focus in life. For me, that would involve having a weekly dose of something other than medicine :)